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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Wedding day draws nearer...

Its hard to believe we are finally at 66 days til the wedding!It still seems so very far away yet when I think of things yet to do it is finally coming faster.Dresses to finish,flowers to fix(malfunction on those),still bowls to starch and decorate,music to prep(songs picked at least),liscence to buy,sitter to find for kids after,the list goes on lol.And most importantly CLEAN MY HOUSE AND YARD!!!!!!!! That could take the full two months.lol.(Actually could cry over that one)I am so frustrated with my weight.I so wanted to lose before my dress fitting,but Steve and I found this rolo desert!OMG!And I'm not supposed to eat it being diabetic but if we share it, it doesn't count right?!Somehow I think thats just a delusion I have on that issue.At least thats what my hips are telling me too.Loud and clear!But I do have a few more weeks.I can hope and pray...and jock out!!!God helps those who helps them selves so I'd better quit hoping for a miracle on that one and get the lead out!
And the greatest thing through all of this is most people that I've seen argue and bicker...we still haven't...not even over wedding stuff.And Steve is in there like a dirty shirt maybe even more so than me.Picked the music,booked the church,even picked the maid of honors dress material.And guys don't laugh...he's picked out things I agree with...impressive in my books.And just for the record...he's still all man ...rrrrr...rrrr...rrrr.Or however you spell the tool man sound lol.
I should be in bed as usual.I get thinking of my sweety and things to come and I find myself awake and loving the thought of Steve finally moving here and no more lonely longing empty nights.Or days for that matter.Thank the Lord and man he used to help create phones,computers and cell phones.Not to mention cars and snail mail (thank goodness we haven't needed).

(untitled thoughts)
Making lists.
Trying to prioritize.
Not knowing were to start.
Overwhelmed.
Lazy.
Frustrated.
Wanting help.
Yet knowing its things I need to do myself.
I pray for strength.
I pray for energy.
I pray for survival.
Knowing in the end it is for one main goal.
To prepair for my one and only.
To begin our life together.
To start fresh and anew.
Wow...to be here...who ever knew!?


My back has finally let up a bit ,meds have kicked in,but it is time to put me to bed.Early morning and long day ahead.God bless.And good night.



1 Comments:

Blogger Moose said...

Wow yeah wedding day is gettin closer honey... it will fly by fast... and all things will work out :)God put us together and He will direct our paths. Love You Darcy cant wait until you Mrs. Funkner :)

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