Wedding draws nearer...

I find the wedding is drawing nearer ...FINALLY!It seemed to take forever,and now I wonder will I get everything done?31 sleeps!Dress is near completion,I decided to make my own cake so test runs soon to come,kids outfits to buy,decorations to finish and home to get in order.(A bit of a tougher task.A big storm caused a small flood I'm still dealing with.Water gone now though,so just other clean up...musty clothes and some mold I need to bleach,things to throw out I can't salvage that type of thing.)
My only other grief so far is money.I dreamed of a perfect honeymoon...booked it...now unless I can pull a miracle out of somewhere I will need to cancel it and rebook it.Our plan was to stay at the fantasy land Roman room with all the goodies.Most likely will be a cheaper hotel hopefully near the mall.It seems every turn money was needed else where...
(brakes for car,etc.)and bank changes were made unknown to me until I called to get my balance,and dresses are going to cost extra due to difficult alterations for my bridesmaid and some for me.I just wish life didn't take money.Or that everyone could at least have enough to be comfortable and not struggle.The one thing I am very thankful for though,is that no matter where or what we do for our honeymoon...I will be with Steve.That is more than I could ever ask for if I really look at it.My angel..my blessing...my heaven on earth.
I still marvel at how amazing he is and how well we get along.I've never had a relationship quite like it EVER.It doesn't matter if we just hang out or go do things together,we just have fun no matter what we do.I am still thanking God for putting us together...I'm sure I always will.
No poem or extra thoughts tonight.My brain is jumping all over and thoughts won't settle.Wedding,missing my baby,kids fighting,thanking God,tired and thinking of all thats needed to be done soon.Just plain system overload.lol.Good night and God bless.