Love has many faces

afriend4everw3
Wow.Love has so many faces.We can love so many people in so many ways.The way we love a parent or sibling.The way we love a child.A friend.Or even a soulmate.And we can even find love in our hearts for those we have never really known,but our hearts cry out for them for circumstances they may be going through.And then the love we feel for our God and his son.So many faces love has.And the past few days I have bin priviledged enough to see a few different types.

Untitled thoughts...
God you have shown me love and blessed me,
enlightened me.
Shown me love of a nurturing mother to her child.
Support for few from many in times of need and grief.
The love of a soulmate,lover and friend.
Given me the ability to love and show love.
For this I give you thanks.
You continue to show me more and more daily,
glimpses into the beauty of love.
How much we need it,long for it,and reach for it.
But also how much we need to be able to give it,show it ,
and let others know its there.
Love is a gift.
A miracle.
A blessing.
Bestowed upon us by you.
May we have the wisdom to share it.
For if we shy from it or hold it back,
it can become as painful as it can be amazing.

afriend4everw3: Newly Starting Out

afriend4everw3: First real glimps...
A little history.I was born and raised in a small town.My parents split when I was 5 yrs old.At that time I was to little to understand,but as I grew older my head was in a whorl.Bed time became my time to ponder life and all that had come to pass.It was a time to reflect and a time to cry.To this day I am a night owl,especially when times are most difficult.Because bed time means a racing mind and often painful memories til recently.Off and on through the years poems have bin my only other outlet.They mostly center on my views of love or the feelings from lack of it.(Or at least thats how I felt at the time)So many things have come to change in my life...so many...and I find myself now writing of love and how simply amazing it can truly be.Something I've bin chasing for a life time has finally found me.Someone to love and love me back equally.Unconditionally.Totally.And this time not only encompassing human love,but also incorporating love of God and how he could be so gracious to finally have heard my prayers to find this love.The love of my life is a man so rounded and his beliefs are so incredibly strong that I find myself becoming closer with not only him,but also myself and the God I used to often doubt if he heard my cries.
Until I get comfortable in here and my new found place to put my poetry I will post a few subtler poems.A few with the past feelings as a glimps to the past and a little peek at a new one maybe for a glimps into where I feel I'm headed.

To Show My Feelings...
Sometimes I wonder who I am?
To sit and wonder but not to cry.
So please understand,it's not because I don't care.
I just can't show my feelings like you can.

I Wsh I Had...
A little of your love.
A bit of your time.
Just to show you care.
A moment of your life,
with me very near.
A piece of your heart.
Understanding for a tear.
A simple hello,
not a soon good-bye.
A show of feelings,
no need to be shy.
A part of your life,
I want so bad.
A small portion of your love,
I wish I had!

My new poem would not cut and paste so this will be completely new straight from my mind to here:

Encompassed...
I was lonley,tired,sad.
With so many tears I thought I'd truley go mad.
I prayed so many times for the sweetest of gifts.
That a love so pure would show up in my midst.
I had given up hope.
Ready to settle,be alone.
Then an angel appeared to me.
First in a profile,and then in person.
I fell in love with him from first talk to a simple tender kiss..
He's surely as I breath Gods greatest gift.
His love is so pure,so tender and giving.
That so much so without him I'm not sure if my heart could go on living.
I've recieved my prayers,my gift from the heavens above.
With a love all encompassing,now my heart will live on.

Newly Starting Out

I'm mainly starting this blog to be able to add to my sweethearts page.Mooses place.I have no idea what I'm doing!I write poetry to express my feelings so just may start up something along those lines.Learning for now so once I look at other blogs and get more of an idea I promise I will improve things in here.